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I really wanted to take online courses...Because I can't sleep well during the night and I suck at listening and am so much better at listening..

It would've been something that would really make me happy...And I've been gathering courage to ask my mom all day, because I knew she would just yell at me and say that I need to go to school

I just asked her, and she completely rejected me and called me crazy, like going to public schools was my only option, and told me to go to sleep...
Whatever...
I don't want to go to school tomorrow...